Mood:Regretful and Mourning…then Renewed
Song of Choice: “Crucify My Love” by X Japan (right?)
Topic:Chances and Changes
That’s what life is about isn’t it…chances and changes…there are times when we’d give anything to have and other chance to change something….other times we give chances and they are not taken…others still were we are given chances but we don’t take them…and if we had would things have changed? Would we change for a chance? Chance a change? Does any of it really matter? Regrets grow in the heart like blossoms in a garden…but how does one change the blossoms of regret into roses of knowledge? Are the hands outstretched to us worth taking or are they only sources of momentary relief but ultimately just cause more pain? Is it all just a never-ending fall into a pit of despair. Or perhaps is it a free fall into experience and understanding…and the hands are outstretched to us so that we may pause in our plummet from time to time and perhaps with enlightenment ascend? Is this a quest one was make alone…or maybe a quest where others may guide you if you let them? If you give them a chance will they tell you your faults yet sing your praise in the same breath? But also will they not ask you to change they will simply accept you even if they don’t understand you? Is that truly the meaning of friendship to perhaps not only put their needs in front of yours but also for them to remind you to think of yourself from time to time? Is loving truly a weakness or a source of strength? But no one knows what's in your heart unless you tell them. I use to think loving someone makes you weak and I think perhaps others have had this same thought, but I've come to a different conclusion as of late. Loving people makes you strong even if they don't love you back. I think this because people may try to use your loved ones against you but the minute they do that they awaken a monster deep inside you that scream self sacrafice for the person I love. Self preservation gets stop to hell as long as that person is okay. So maybe loving everyone just a little is showing courage and showing the world you're not scared that you're really braver than anyone can really know. That you can look being vulnerable to someone right in the eye and say hey I'm okay with that...at least those are the conclusions I've made...the problem is finding the courage to be this open and loving.
Song of Choice: “Crucify My Love” by X Japan (right?)
Topic:Chances and Changes
That’s what life is about isn’t it…chances and changes…there are times when we’d give anything to have and other chance to change something….other times we give chances and they are not taken…others still were we are given chances but we don’t take them…and if we had would things have changed? Would we change for a chance? Chance a change? Does any of it really matter? Regrets grow in the heart like blossoms in a garden…but how does one change the blossoms of regret into roses of knowledge? Are the hands outstretched to us worth taking or are they only sources of momentary relief but ultimately just cause more pain? Is it all just a never-ending fall into a pit of despair. Or perhaps is it a free fall into experience and understanding…and the hands are outstretched to us so that we may pause in our plummet from time to time and perhaps with enlightenment ascend? Is this a quest one was make alone…or maybe a quest where others may guide you if you let them? If you give them a chance will they tell you your faults yet sing your praise in the same breath? But also will they not ask you to change they will simply accept you even if they don’t understand you? Is that truly the meaning of friendship to perhaps not only put their needs in front of yours but also for them to remind you to think of yourself from time to time? Is loving truly a weakness or a source of strength? But no one knows what's in your heart unless you tell them. I use to think loving someone makes you weak and I think perhaps others have had this same thought, but I've come to a different conclusion as of late. Loving people makes you strong even if they don't love you back. I think this because people may try to use your loved ones against you but the minute they do that they awaken a monster deep inside you that scream self sacrafice for the person I love. Self preservation gets stop to hell as long as that person is okay. So maybe loving everyone just a little is showing courage and showing the world you're not scared that you're really braver than anyone can really know. That you can look being vulnerable to someone right in the eye and say hey I'm okay with that...at least those are the conclusions I've made...the problem is finding the courage to be this open and loving.
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